What did I miss?

I’ve got this headache that won’t go away

And despite what people say

I think I’ve found the reason behind it

.

In staying in the light so long

Sensitive eyes, used to the dark

I’m used to the old dance’n'song

And all the comfort that comes along

.

Sadness hurries up and takes over

Drop after drop, akin to an infiltration

And once my pond overflows

Sorrow hurries up and takes over

.

I’ve got to admit that I’ve been trying to quit

But whenever I try to go to the light

I get these headaches

And lose my sight

.

Aching and itching,

Disturbing and grieving

.

The doubts pour in

The cross becomes wood

The rose becomes a plant

And much like an infant

I fail to understand the world